I wanna know about your addiction, when did start, ect... If you would like to tell me, no pressure
Asked by Anonymous
Ummm well i started drinkin when I was fifteen and by the time I was sixteen I was a full blown alcoholic. I got in my first drunk driving accident the summer after I turned sixteen an totaled my friends car. I started messing around with pills when I was seventeen but decided they were to expensive. I dabbled with cocaine through out my associates degree. I abused the fuck out of my adderal since I figured out you could tweak on it. I had a bad problem with crack/cocaine when I was twenty and went to my first rehab when I was twenty one for alcohol, crack, and lortabs. Got out and stayed clean or maybe four days before relapsing again. Went right back to booze and crack then was introduced to heroin and instantly feel in love. Got hooked on the old boy and tried to get clean like five fucking times and went through numerous detoxes but could kick it. Finally I went back to inpatient rehab and had an amazing councilor who honestly saved my fucking life. I have oded on alcohol too many times and opiates a couple of times. I have watched my friend die and was on the way too killing myself. I have been clean for about a hundred days now which is the longest amount of sobriety I have had in nearly eight years. That’s the short version of my addiction. I hope to god that I can stay clean this time but like the book says I can only take it a day at a time. Some days it’s really ducking hard and I just want to cry and drive till I find some and then some days I am lucky and I can go almost the whole day with out thinking about it.